My very first porn movie that I filmed was a masturbation scene with my hand and my mom. It was an amateurish production, but I'm glad that I didn't mess up. The resulting video was weird and experimental and I think the people that saw it was kind of grossed out at how personal my masturbation session with my hand ended up being. The porn stars on TV don't go out there to make a porn video that's fun and entertaining to watch, they go out there to make a porn video that will get them some type of award or some type of recognition from their film festival or network. My very first porn video ended up with me getting an award from my local TV station and my mom was very happy..